Where did the special demarcation come from, and why did you end up on the wrong side of it?
Of course you are special. You are capable of doing something no one has ever done before, able to see something no one has ever seen before. How could you not be?
But can we all be special? The cynic says that if everyone is special, no one is.
No, the label is not an accurate description of who you are (or are not).
The label of ‘special’ describes what you do, not who you are. We are all special in our own way the moment we choose to be.