Scars are painful
Scars are difficult to carry.
Some scars we carry because we have no choice but to carry them.
The toughest scars to heal are concealed on the inside
It is such scars that defines you view life, for the rest of your life.
Sometimes you wonder how will you cope carrying such a difficult load.
Sometimes you are okay and forget about it but some days the scar hits you so hard that you will not dare forget about it.
It is a double edge sword to wounding, some scars are reminder that you have survived the worst, but some scars are so heavy that you struggle to breathe.
There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.
You then wonder how will you survive this, where do you start, what is the procedure, where is the step by step manual to healing?
Like a dog lying next to its owner who just passed on, confused and hoping that the owner will wake up, all that is left is hope.
Some wounds no matter how you explain the pain to someone, no amount of words will do justice to the experience.
You then have to carry your wound.
With the ego, your whole being is a wound. And you carry it around.
Being aware of your wound.
The scars will
But the sadness
In time, all you can hope for is that the sadness becomes bearable to carry.